A quivering gelatinous mass of hope and optimism.
- customers screaming at me as soon as I arrive on scene even though I had nothing to do with whatever was happening and was doing my best to figure it out
- Old White Men crowding my personal space again, like can you not
- every pushy customer in the state
- the phone fair exploding with calls, again, what the hell
- almost had a panic attack, had to hide in the fitting room until I could fight it off, expecting backlash from this any second tbh
- had a rly cute guy come in at the beginning of my shift though
- like, dang
Hi I’m Jupiter, an 18-year-old queer nonbinary Native Jew who is diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, and PTSD and is currently living in Southern California. I live with my mother, grandmother, aunt, uncle, and cousin, all of whom except my cousin and grandmother are extremely toxic people. My mother in particular is very emotionally abusive and is constantly threatening to kick me out despite my being extremely poor and having nowhere to go. I am still in highschool and am currently on General Relief, and due to my being in school, my mental illnesses, and the place where I live having a 14% unemployment rate, I am unable to get a job. My mom takes all except $100 of my General Relief money, making it impossible to keep up on necessities and food when I go to school twice weekly. To make up for this I’ve been trying to sell homemade jewelry on my etsy, but I’ve had zero sales because frankly, I’m inexperienced at marketing. My current situation living with my abusive mother greatly worsens my PTSD and depression systems, regularly making me unstable and sometimes suicidal.
Now, the reason for this post is that I need help. My sister flamesdanced has a house in Pennsylvania and will let me stay with her. My only issue is coming up with the money to get there and money to ship my computer, along with money to buy at least some cheap furniture when I get there and to help out with food an expenses until I get back on my feet financially. The plane ticket will cost about 300-350 dollars, and I want to have at least 500 when I get there for furniture and any extra costs, and I plan to get there by September 10th at the very latest. Please, if you could signal boost and consider donating to me, I will be forever grateful.
The link to my paypal can be found here, or on the “donate” tab on my blog thecheshirequeen. My etsy can be found here and my redbubble can be found here if you wish to buy something from me. Thank you fr your time.
p-audax replied to your post “one of my coworkers died wednesday night, and no one’s really sure…”
mmmeeejh condolences! Was it someone you were close with?
sort of? I’ve only known her a couple months and I wasn’t as close to her as I am to my friends at work but she was always really sweet and funny and we joked around a lot